Monday, November 15, 2010

Do you really blame me? Ch 16

THE CREATURE'S POV

I didn't mean to strangle that kid but I just got so mad!! Why does he get to be apart of the Frankenstein family and I don't? I deserve it just as much as he did. He was created and brought into the family in a different way than I was, but I still got there. Does the passage that I had to take really make a difference? We were both created and molded by our makers, whether they were the same force or not, it shouldn't matter. I guess you could say I was jealous of that boy. Jealous of his childhood. Jealous of his interaction with the family. Jealous that he was able to call them family. UGH! I hate it. I just want SOMEBODY! I saw Victor today and told him of my proposition. I told him that he needs to make me a mate and that if he did, then I'd disappear from the world and society. He refused at first but I know he'll do it. He'll go against nature once again just so that he won't have to put up with me anymore. Oh well, I guess it's all worth it. It's a win-win situation. I get someone to love and be loved by and he gets rid of me. I'd much rather have his love but lord knows I won't get it. I'm not good enough for him and never will be. Maybe my mate will think differently of me.... maybe she'll see me for who I truly am....maybe...just...maybe.....     :)

No comments:

Post a Comment